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Applications after Graduation

"The only person you're going to disappoint is yourself"

This quote is motivating, but how long until after that is said until the first person becomes disappointed? Right now I feel that I have disappointed some people because I don't have a job yet. Trust me, I am applying like crazy. There is literally only so much I can do once I send my application, resume, and cover letter. What else can I do? Yes I can do a follow up e-mail or phone call, but I cannot do more than that. I can't sit in on whoever goes through those files and pull mine out and be like hire this one. 

I also loved the remark, "So now that you're graduated you're just sit around all day?" That was really motivating and touching. After that was said I really just wanted to jump right into the world of applications and resumes. It might have been said jokingly or out of love, but it hurt. Give me some time, graduation was seriously less than 24 hours ago. (Or at least from when that was said to me) 

I promise you I don't vent this whole post. 




Applying and interviewing for jobs is emotionally draining. You're in competition with thousands of other applicants and you should feel lucky if your application/resume gets looked at for more than 5 seconds. I feel like you have a better chance of meeting your famous idol than landing a dream job. Now, before you go criticizing me, I do not expect to land my dream job right now. Heck, I don't even know if I could describe my dream job to you. 



There is a lot more pressure than I thought there was to get on my feet and start my life. Why is everyone else in a rush for my life to begin? Why can I just live the way I have been. Yes I'll get a job. Will it be the job I will have for the rest of my life? No. Will it help me get by? Yes. Everyone just needs to "chillll" and just support me in whatever I choose to do. Don't worry, I'll be okay.


(I wrote the beginning part a few weeks ago)

As of now I took a couple weeks off from applying to jobs. I know, I know "You're not going to get a job without applying." Well I needed to figure some things out.

Like...

I am taking the summer off to figure out what I want to do and where I want to go. I know for some people this isn't the ideal situation. Trust me, I know. I don't WANT to do this, but I feel like this is something I NEED to do. If I could have a job right now and be using my degree to good use I would be.

I haven't spent a summer with my family in two years and to get one last one in will do me really well. If you've been following my blog, you'd know that I am very family oriented. Since I could be ending up anywhere in the coming months I want to get as much family time as I can.

For now I am working at my parent's mom and pop resort and enjoying life in the harbor one more time.

If you have any tips or hints for a recent grad please let me know in the comments!


My Dream Job

Every one knows the question that you ask every little kid.  "What do you want to be when you grow up?" Most of us have all these dreams and goals about what they want to be. How many of us reach those goals or follow those dreams? I don't really know the answer, but today I have had a epiphany.

All my friends and family (should) know that I want to work for St. Jude Children's Research Hospital. Honestly, I don't care what I do, but I just want to end up there. I want to work for the hospital that works wonders for the families and children that has heard one of the worst sentences ever formed. Why? That's the question I always, and yet not often enough, get asked.

It all started in November of 2008, when my mom and I were driving back from "town". I don't quite remember what we were talking about, but in some way she asked me if I wanted to do anything for my 16th birthday. I didn't say much as I was lost in my own thought. After a few moments of thinking, I said that I want to do a fundraiser for St, Jude Children's Research Hospital. I can't tell you what went through my mom's head at that moment, but shortly after we started talking about fundraising options. 

I didn't care if I raised 10 dollars of 10,000 dollars. I ended up having just over 1,000 dollars and to me that was incredible. The story continues, as my family and I made our way (driving) to Memphis, TN. We toured the campus and dropped off the toys we had bought with the money raised. I'll tell you this, the moment we were done touring the campus, I knew that I wanted to be there some day. 


So this morning as I am having my cup of coffee and watching the morning news I realized what I want to accomplish. Not only do I want to work for St. Jude, that will always be there and never fade, but I want to help kids raise money for kids with cancer. We all hear those heartfelt stories about this kid and that kid that has a best friend who has cancer and wants to give all their money to help them then the next thing you realize the kid has raised over 100,000 dollars for cancer. I want to help them reach their goals.

Kids, Cancer, and Family. I want to help those three things. Not sure how I want to get there. I don't know my steps to get there, but I'll get there. I wont stop until I do.