From This Moment
From this moment forward I am going to show my kindness to everyone that I meet. I want to change the way people see me. I do not want to be the one that no one takes seriously. I would like to have at least one person in this world to look up to me.Here is where this is coming from...
For the record, I do not like being angry. When I get flustered/busy at work and people get in my way or bother me, is when I get angry and start yelling. I do not yell out of anger or hatred. When I am busy that is how I handle things. I know, its not the right way or the best way to handle things. It is just who I am. I am trying to change it, but changing things takes time. Especially when you are trying to change yourself. I am just having a very stressful time right now. I have a lot of stress on me right now. A lot of it comes from seeing what my parents are going through. My parents (pardon my french) get screwed over by a lot of people and it hurts me just as much as it hurts them.
I may be writing this out of hurt or anger, but when I started writing this post I was angry, but when I have come back to it I have made changes and trying to learn from this experience that I had. I believe in myself that I am learning from this, because I am trying to change myself. I am making it a goal of mine to be kind to everyone I meet because you never know what kind of battle they are going through. That phrase is so true. I can tell that not a lot of people live their life this way, because no one knows my battle. My wall that I am trying to climb over.
Here are a few Pinterest quotes that are inspiring me...
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