Cami, I love you.

7:00:00 AM Natalie S 0 Comments

For those of you who are reading My Dear Cami and don't know what happen let me tell you. This is all I know and I do apologize in advance if I have gotten some of the information wrong, but being 9 hours away from it all information doesn't always get to me.

Yesterday morning some where between midnight and 5 am, Cami took her life. It's be said that she was bullied. I don't understand this. What are the rewards of bullying someone? That's right there isn't any. Now I do not know how she took her life, but that is not the point, the point is that she did take her life.

I knew her only for a short time. Every time I saw her she was always smiling and she had a laughter that would make everyone else laugh because of the happiness in her laughter.

I am very blessed to see the community come together because of this. I am also sadden because it takes something like this to happen for the community to come together.

To you Cami, I will miss you greatly and please save a seat for me in heaven and I'll see you some day in the future. Love you!

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Traveling Rules 1-3

3:09:00 PM Natalie S 0 Comments



I plan to travel all over. I don't mean just the United States, but the world. In the US I want travel to all 50 states.
  • Rule # 1: This may be a weird rule to some but to have a state count I must pee in that state or country. If you have a dream to travel like me, you must have some "rule" to make that stop/state count. So in my case I must pee in that state.
  • Rule # 2: Never travel alone. All my life I have been told that if I am going to go anywhere I must be with someone, meeting some one, or not gone longer than a few hours. So since I plan to travel the states and the countries I vow to never travel alone.
  • Rule # 3:  Travel with style. Meaning visit places off the beaten path. Go to buildings and sites that most tourist dont. Yes, its fun to see all the things that people know about, but when you are traveling, ooh lets just keep it to the US, stop in those dinky little towns and meet the locals. I live in a small town, about to move away, and know that the locals are the ones to talk to. So go find the local bar or where the place is to eat in town. :)
These are just my first three rules.. HAPPY TRAVELS. :)

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My Dear Cami.

3:08:00 PM Natalie S 1 Comments

In memory of my friend Cami.

I want everyone that reads this that there is help out there. There are people who love you and would do anything for you. Even though you may think that no one understands or no one gets it. Or maybe you don't think that it would help. There are people. There are people that you don't even know who would sit and listen to anything that you need to say. Someone to hold your hand, give you a hug, or just the company of someone, some other being that will just sit there in the silence with you.

I am putting this out there for anyone who knows me, if you need anything, like I said above, someone to hold your hand, give you a hug, someone to sit down and not say a word. I'm here.

In the song Why by Rascal Flatts
"Who told you life wasn't worth the fight? They were wrong, they lied and now you're gone and we cried."
It's worth the fight.
"No Child Should Die In The Dawn Of Life"
No one for that matter. 

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I miss my friend

7:08:00 PM Natalie S 0 Comments

Lately I have been trying to be nicer to people. It take a whole lot out of you to be nice to people who are nice back.
Let me clarify things.
I just lost a very good friend of mine. Not to death or anything, but we just aren't friends anymore. I know why, but at the same time I don't know why. I know the series of events that lead up to the split but I don't understand why things went to the extreme that they did. When I lost this friend I lost a huge chunk of me. It's been a week and two days. Yes, I'm counting. I don't think this person realizes how much they actually meant to me. Let's be honest I'm blogging about them they obviously still mean a lot to me. I made a list of what I like about this person.
Here it is:
  1. The way you make others laugh
  2. You aren't afraid to be yourself
  3. you make me smile
  4. you listen to my stupid stories
  5. you can always calm me down
  6. the way you smile
  7. you accept me for being me
  8. you let me tell you anything
  9. your taste in music
  10. how you include everyone
  11. for always trying your BEST!
  12. for making me laugh even thought I don't want to
  13. for listening to me when I need to rant
  14. because you trust me
  15. the nerdy side of  you
  16. your sense of humor
  17. they way you wink at me
  18. how you can tell when i'm having a bad day and hug me to make it better
  19. how your favorite color is purple
I could go one but I think you probably get the jist

 Anyways, its got me thinking, almost every night I should add, about how I and most everyone on the planet (no offence) should be nicer to people. So maybe, just maybe if I keep trying to be nicer this person will see that since the "incident" I am trying to change myself. 

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